Demotivator

The other day I was told that I was a rather good 'motivator'
(those weren't the exact words but will do for the purposes of this post (I may or may not be skeptical of the truth of this claim, for reasons I may or may not explain later; but that too will also be ignored for the purposes of this post))

(seemingly random theme: check)

What followed was a bit of introspection, as I had been curious before as to why somebody (*cough* D.G. *cough*) kept returning for 'motivation' and why I continued to provide it.

(Extrapolation: check)

I think it all boils down to some of the rather large feelings of inadequacy I get. I keep thinking that I suck at everything; that everyone is better than me. This is probably true.

As such when somebody has something which I do not and yet they deny this for whatever reason, I get rather frustrated. I try to convince them that they do have it because they do.

In other words, they have something I want and yet the deny this; making them seem ungrateful, which irritates me as I wish I had this ability that they posses. So I try to convince them they do have it.

(depressing self criticism: check)

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Now I just need vampires...

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TWILIGHT SUCKS